In a room full of people, i still feel alone
Each night, I put my head to my pillow. I try to tell myself that I’m strong, because I’ve gone one more day without you.
> Saturday, July 31, 2010

"你和我都渴望被谁鼓励

跌倒以后还有向前的动力

我们都好像满天星

再黑暗也不畏惧只因为相信

就算一滴泪光就能照亮方向

有不怕痛的胸膛就有天堂

会天晴会下雨

希望我在哪天遇见你

嘴角有微笑

证明我们都活得很好“         

                                      张老师赠

                                      31072006

取名歌曲 《满天星》            

 

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> Friday, July 30, 2010
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness

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> Monday, July 26, 2010

Hi people, oops it's monday and i forgot to post yesterday as i was busy. Let me share about what had i done for these seven days.

19/7: school

20/7: school, lunch with cassandra, denise and huiying at bpp mac, saw gwendolyn there!

21/7: school

22/7: school and public speaking

23/7: school but didn't went to cca

24/7: bpp daiso with a friend

25/7: -church with jieting, yunying and mrs kong.

         (I like a guy who pray for me, thanks! ^^)

         -lunch with them at LJS

        -shopping spree with jieting and yunying at imm and bpp daiso

         -met gladys at imm and afiqah at bpp

          -dinner with family at jurong pt

         Felt so happy that they are thinking to celebrate my bd, i think would be next week already as this week i won't be free.

         Really can't believe that i am getting older next week! :(

  

        

 

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> Saturday, July 17, 2010

 

Hi people, i am back to blog here.

 As usual, i am going to talk about what had i done for this week, will not have time to post tomorrow so decided to post today.

12/7: school

13/7: school and cca

14/7: school, see a doctor in clinic and saw jocelyn who is my primary school friend! then msged yunying! :D

15/7: school, went to see another doctor in another clinic, skipped public speaking, first brother's birthday and went to eat udder's icecream with katty at bukit timah.

16/7: cca cip

17/7: going to youth class at night

18/7: attend niece's one year old birthday party

Another week gonna pass by just like that! D:

oh yes, going to catch a movie with denise on tuesday, she gonna treat me for this for my early birthday treat! ^^

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> Sunday, July 11, 2010

Hi guys, this will be my second post in july. I shall only be posting it once a week due to i am very busy.

The things i had done in the second week.

5/7: Youth school holidays

6/7: school and cca

7/7: school

8/7: school and attended a friend's dad funeral (Life's short, please treasure the people you loved.)

9/7: school and cca

10/7: youth meeting,class and dinner with them.

I was having dinner with a group of youth friends. One custmomer asked where is xinying? I was about to answer i am here and another customer replied that she was in the toilet. I was wondering why am i in the toilet and everyone laughed.

11/7: youth class

It is the third week tomorrow. Gonna go kbox with a group of youth friends on this week? D:

And also attend my niece's birthday party on next sunday? :)

3 things that make me happy,

1. katty going to treat me uadder's icecream

2. denise going to treat me for movie

3. youth friend (huiying) going to give me a present on my birthday

Hope alot of surprises will come in on 5 August! :P

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> Sunday, July 4, 2010

 First post in July! Well, let me talk about what had i done in the first week.

28/6: first day of school, cca rehearsal at rv auditorium until 7pm.

29/6: cca rehearsal at swiss sch hall

2/7: cca at swiss, watched toy story 3 with mrs kong. (:

3/7: cca, swiss arts fest in rv auditorium.

Finally, concert was over! Felt so good when people called my name during the performance.

Thanks yilin for giving me a flower! ^^

Took photos with them and choir mates!

Hope they will post in fb soon.

Overall, i enjoyed myself to the max.

Today is sunday which is a homework day.

Tomorrow is the day for me to rest.

The day after is tuesday, when the week goes on busier and busier.

 

 

 

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