In a room full of people, i still feel alone
Each night, I put my head to my pillow. I try to tell myself that I’m strong, because I’ve gone one more day without you.
> Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Hello everyone
sry to choir girls
i shldnt had cried today
then josephine yee and cynthia asked me why i cried
sry bcos i reali cnt take it T.T
i helped her and this is what i get back
i admitted i am being stupid
my stupidity causes her to be happy
u may think that this is good
hais...
reali thks to yilin!
giv me her bing bang huh?
tyty!=D
and also some of e candyfloss~!

> Monday, March 30, 2009
Hiie hiie ^^
and back to school again~
Term 2 Wk 2 liao le
woo hoo santus claus is coming tonight lol
and so fast wana april le la!
Joanna u told me den i noe de la ><
april fool?
hope i wont be fool then
and yes i want my candyfloss
saw josephine yee and sokhui today
i want my candyfloss from josephine yee la
but she said got no time to buy when i want to go home
haha so concidence lol keep saw her =)
sokhui she eating lunch wif her fnds.
tml gt cca le
jiayou swiss choir~
me love you

24days to syf!

> Thursday, March 26, 2009

下雨后 还给蓝天冷静了
在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵
认认真真地实现
这样谁不流泪
就当做最后亲吻吧
是否在这瞬间
中不算真话
热热烈烈的沉沦
冷冷淡淡地承受
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却异常地平静
习惯慢慢适应
因为这样就能转移自己
我发现我我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的诠释
你不安的阴天
毕竟我都看开
我并不想害自己
就当做最后亲吻吧
是否在这瞬间
中不算真话
热热烈烈的沉沦
冷冷淡淡地承受
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却异常地平静
习惯慢慢适应
因为这样就能转移自己
我发现我我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的诠释
你不安的阴天
毕竟我都看开
我并不想害自己
哦 不想害自己
我已经失去你
再没有你爱我的那一天
我如何珍重自己

> Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Saw the post on yilin's blog to do this xD
Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1)Josephine Yee
2)Cui Ting
3)Yong Jia
4)Asyiqin
5)Evonne
6)Shi Jia
7)colleen
8)Gladys
9)hui Qi
10)Siu Hui
11)Bai Hui
12)Haniyati
13)Jie Qi
14)Hui Min
15)Jie Ting
16)Jie Ying
17)Jia Min
18)Xiao Jun
19)Xiu Fang
20)Nicola
21)Pei Zhen

How did you meet 7?
During Choir

What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
It's sad we had meet since primary school

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? Josephine Yee and Nicola
nothing cos it's nt gonna to happen =)

Have you ever seen 17 cry? Jia Min
nope maybe she cried without letting people to know T.T

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? Asyiqin and Jie Ying
not really cos diff race? =.=

Do you want to be 13's friend forever? Jie Qi
yes! friends are meant to be forever although nt that close to her ._.

Do you think 11 is attractive? Bai Hui
maybe?

What’s 5’s favorite color? Evonne
maybe black?

When was the last time you talked to 9? Hui qi
today morning in the car ._.

What language does 8 speak? Gladys
Korean? xD

Who is 13 going out with? Jie Qi
dont know T.T

What grade is 16 in? Jie Ying
dont know =.=

Would you ever date 17? Jia Min
maybe? :D

Where does 18 live? Xiao Jun
singapore lol

What is the best thing about 4? Asyiqin
kind

What would you like to tell 10 right now? Siu Hui
I feel like crying T.T

What is the best thing about 20? Nicola
caring =)

Have you ever kissed 2? Cui Ting
nope :X

What’s the best memory you have of 5? Evonne
she seems funny to me :)

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? Asyiqin
tml!

Today chi lesson is ms lam take over cos our chi teacher sick T.T
taught us to do du hou gan lo
she wrote so many de la~
omg hahas i copy until my hand so pain then keep asking her
words that i dont noe
i m stupid ok? T.T
oh ya doing math hw and phyics hw nw
meet xinzhi juz nw for tml morng thingy
i am e leader?
cnt believe it?
chua xinying jia you la!
the moon is always inside the star's heart
Happy birthday to sylvia too!
forgot to give ya present today!
sry T.T



23apr09 ;28days mre! (:

> Friday, March 20, 2009
Today Choir was GREAT!
A guy from STATE went to our sch & listen to our voices
actually is to listen how we sung lo
started with warm ups, i felt sad
cos i am the onli senior lead, the two is cui ting and josephine yee
nvm bahs yao xi guan
sung xiao he tang shui, lafa-lafa, white horses.
we sung the white horses the last part
ends at 1plus today~
felt so happy for Swiss Choir lo!
countdown 33 more days to it!

> Thursday, March 19, 2009

Today went to YMS art centre for singing with other two schools, damai and westwood. The auditorium was smaller than i expected. Settled down and begun with warm-ups. Then mr wilson wanted damai to start with e set piece "the white horses" first, it was not very good i say took a long time for mr wilson to correct them. It was US SWISS CHOIR next, we sung very well than two other schools than this! omg cnt believe it! Guess what mr wilson say? Rehearsals are nothing lol xD It was meant for a joke. U know what? I was looking at a lollipop magazine, then mdm choo out of nowhere told me "crazy over boys ah? it is very obvious for people to see it la" I replied"it was not mine leh" I was thinking " very obvious meh?" Hmm forget it man. until 2pm then we get to have 10mins lunch break, saw mdm choo carrying so many plastic bags containing 48 pieces of bread!! It was hilarious. Ate biscuits from asyiqin, i was playing with it and mdm choo tole me" hmm ms biscuit? " I felt lame and said " NOT MINE ! ! ! is hers" then she told asyiqin "ms biscuit" lol ok la mdm choo gave me 1 chocos cake, bt it is so sweet la! WANNA DRINK WATER DE! bt water inside the room so forget it lols zzz. Then saw 1 wrapper thgt is mine de wan me 2 throw, wah seh felt so . . . forget it again. continued with other songs, listened. One junior reading one magazine get caught la! sian throw face >< Stood beside the two josephine! hmm ok gd(: Glad that SHE's not going to come tmr=] and tmr it's cca! WOO HOO! felt so happy xD Hvn finish hw larhs! ):

Yes u'd hurt me!
aren't u happy?

> Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Today went to bowling with huey huey and zhi qing
actually want to play de but all is booked by other schools liao le
so we didnt get a chance to play
went around to walk walk see other place
huey huey went to take photos while me and zhi qing keep disturbing her
and she's so funny lo
went back to bowling place
sat down look at others for how they played
saw one coach which is a guy keep "molesting" girls xD
no la is actually teaching them ba?
bt i felt weird why he did not hold guys' hands?
laughing all the way
then went to eat
huey huey ate very slow
she bought a porridge for $3 (damn ex ._.)
ate for dunno 20plus mins??
cos i used my watch to countdown ma
so slow liao le
saw min hui asked her if she gt cca
bt is 3 to 6 xD
haha huey huey
then we go eat lunch
buy bubbletea
go home

tml cca!

> Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Woo Hoos today gt CCA!
guess wat time i woke up?
8 lol den rush to sch!~
i WALKED and 8.20 reached there
wahahas
i didnt EAT BREAKFAST LOL
pathetic me
and during choir i was freezing and i am HUNGRY la~!
we went to the pond area and sung
wths SAW HUEY HUEY and her fnd la!!!
so embarrassed ne! XDXD
i bear wif that hunger until lunch
ate waffle,two mantous and one soya drink=D
nvr feel so hungry le haha so happy
we learnt EDITED PIECE of Xiao he tang shui
ok la nt v bad
josephine lent my phone sms to other GUY
wahahas
lucky mine is unlimited sms ne!
if nt i'll kill her! xD
violence me=)

you had no rights
you had no say
you will not be free one day

> Monday, March 16, 2009

This week seems to be a busy week for me,
as there is so many homework. Nevertheless, there is still homework for me to do.
It's raining now, and when will i get to see the rainbow?
It'd been ages that i didn't get to see it
dots it is lame though ._.
준비 됐어요?
i am not ready lo after one week and it's going to sch reopen
행운을 빌어요 to myself yea?
피곤해서 쓰러질 지경이에요 (tired ._.)
and tmr's dere cca
fm morning to almost evening?
바빠서 쉴래도 쉴 수가 없어요

no matter how hard i try, u'll nvr encourage me
u'll nvr be happy
u detest me for being so dumb
wat abt u?
aren't u that great?

> Friday, March 13, 2009
YEAH!!
and it's finally holiday le lo
buts , , ,
got hw to finish leh
and today is suppose to hand in e dnt thing de
bt i didnt bring + didnt do
omg sure get scolded de
still tink tat cn aft hol hand in ne
hais got new timetable for t2
got new tr le?
good!=]
i am trying to finish my hw
as cca on tues,thu and fri?
whole day ne!
cnt sleep liao and cnt complete my hw ):


> Thursday, March 12, 2009

Today had the learning fest, went to spices botanic garden.
its was so boring loh, went there gt bitted my mosquitoes!
My PATHETIC LEG LA, i go hm apply cream sm mre ne!
reali envy my fnds! went to other places that gt air con de
mine??
wah i bought one coke can at $2.50 lo
i was wondering why did i bought it leh?
lunch they give us the food not very good de
e pond there saw two swan!
omg so pretty la!
bt i prefer white to black de=D
had a long time spending hours at there
finally its over le lo
tml going to do e presentation -.-
and e cheer? LOL.
went out wif huey huey, siting and zhiqing to lot1 today
haha so funny lo!
i go there all the time i am laughing le
omg i am crazy le la
keep laughing and took photos of one another
at food court there
people keep looking at us and give us that weird look lo!zzz
haha cos we tore the paper in pieces
really had a good time
took 985 home with siting and zhiqing
actually i queue at 188 de lo
bt zhiqing say 985 come liao
then i straight away went out of the queue cos i am the first person ma
188 juz went off i tink???

> Wednesday, March 11, 2009

김범(Kim beom)


Omg he's so **************************
although boys over flowers he is not the male lead la
he looks so cute ne=]
hahas xD
bt today dun hv boys over flowers -.-
nid to wait until next mon, sighs.
gotta wait patiently liao (:
hope still gt more korean shows lo
feel like i am a korea paparazzi =]

>

Today is e 1st day of learng fest, well i dun reali noe my grp members lo
we were called "thatgroup"
hahas is 1 guy said de bt i 4gt wads his name
i know one girl called "shihui"
whees!! she is so friendly la, even asked my name ne!
cos nobody will talk to me bah? lols=]
started of wif p@s went to 2n1
its all abt nyon ya de lo
and ate one kueh bakit as miss lam(apparently it is another miss lam in swiss) giv us to eat de=]
muz rmb e food and sent one representative to do e taboo
ilyas went out and do
we all dunno le in e end still cn gt full mark ne=)
then went to do e so called flowers making?
then in e end is mdm nuriada bt due to lack of time, she gave us marks=)
after that is everyone's a critic @ 2e2
muz do wad is e art piece abt lo
we gt bad marks ne!
juz pass ):
then went for RECESS!
ate one kaya toast^^
and chatted with friends
4gt e rest liao^^
ended wif spicy thingy
do e rojak
didnt eat ne
cos i dun dare
haha
drank soya drink
whereas hueyhuey ate soya beancurd
and siting ate curry puff!
saw e real miss lam and peizhen=)
tml going spicy botanic garden la
damn boredzx!



i want hol
its awaits me.

> Sunday, March 8, 2009

Getting lethargic of everything yea
Wish that i can learntaekwondo lo
bt i tink won't hv e time ba?
wana kill smone xDD
haha i'm so bad
this week was so busy bcos
Mon went for sp course! was so shocked to see e place so big la
Tues went to class alone waited for time to go hall, saw mdm nuraida and she asked me why i here lol.nd i had a hard time explaining to her lol. rehearsal next, wasn't very good. me and fiona nid to go out of e sch, e security guard dun allow, me and fiona went to find mdm choo lol. she'd to call our parents! i forgot wat my dad's name and she say dun nid lol. called my dad she said number not in use, i was lik? huh nt in use? called again den cn liao zzz was nt talking to her then she replied to me lo =.= i went back for cca!!!
Wed-FriSP last day cn wear home clothes! wahahas!=xso didnt go bk for cca le ):
Sat woke up to go for cca, get scolded. hais and i am losing my voice soon.
Today went to somewhere . . . omg i feel lik enclosed myself in an invisible area. singing my own tune.
Countdown 1month15days more to syf!
i haven't do dnt hw!
hvn revise chi & math test!

> Friday, March 6, 2009



> Wednesday, March 4, 2009








Enjoy, hahas i took 50 plus photos today=)

> Sunday, March 1, 2009

Ytd watched suspect x wif my sis
omg la!
saw e n1 chi tr(dunno wads her name) and e cao lao shi?
lucky they dunno me ne
if nt wah seh e atmosphere
lalalas
oh manxz
i nid to go syf rehearsal on tues
then aft dat go sp lo

so tiring!
AND I AM LOSING MY VOICE ! !
ytd chatted wif her in msn
hv-ing a gd time! =]
i am a gd girl?
lol no way
such a bad person la
I MISSED MY PREVIOUS BLOGSKIN ):
I LOVE 꽃보다 남자 ! ! ! :D




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