In a room full of people, i still feel alone
Each night, I put my head to my pillow. I try to tell myself that I’m strong, because I’ve gone one more day without you.
> Sunday, November 30, 2008


hellos~
ytd juz go suntec wif family
is lik go dere dinner?
shopping?
lik waste alot of $$ liao
cos i keep buying clothes lo xD
very ex -.-
hahas bleah xD
so mayb ltr nt goin out?
stay at hm do hw?
lol i nt guai kia~
hehes

> Saturday, November 29, 2008
Standing alone in an unknown street, dare not to walk in front as she's scared of loneliness , obsracles, However, she does not want to turn back as wads pver is over. She could only stand right there pour her sorrows to the gpd. But god only replied her it's her destiny she cld only accept e fact. why cant pp change their destiny? it seems lik it's all fated. a woman destiny depends on the god.

> Friday, November 28, 2008


hellos ! is this pic cute ? hahas
i dunno le, is i go find this pic at photobucket de ! x:
hope is ok ba ? anw ltr i'm goin sch for camp game committee
cos wed wen i'm in lrt wif siting rite, shujing senior called my hp.
at first i tot is hueyhuey called me,unexpectedly is an unknown call wich i dun noe.
so i listened and said who r u? and she said she was shujing, fri 11am nid to meet at sch canteen. i then say oh ok bye~ hahas x: u may think tat i'm rude lols, bt dun noe ma. wths~ who's gonna help me complete dnt? i only do until 56 leh~ omg! yanting dun wan help me T.T hahas my sis is back from chalet today! cool lols go wif her class! then my bro is back from army today!hees ;D hope it wld be fun? COS SUNDAY GOING OUT WITH FAMILY!yeah ;D lalalas

> Thursday, November 27, 2008


hellos ;D
omg i tell ur i hvn do finish my hol hw
indeed i very slack
everyday go out
tis hol for me no cca actuali is for me to do hw
bt i was lik everyday go out?
today lik go to suntec city wif parents lo!
hais sian~
yea my cousin was back!
& she's coming to my hse tonight!
hahas missed her lik siao lo!
huilin, u shd be very happy le ba?
cos i wrote abt u xD
lol
shall nt be posting soon
cos very busy for hw!
BYE~=]
ENJOY UR HOL!
and mayb next sun 7dec gonna to watch co pp perform at expo lo
hahas jiayou!

> Wednesday, November 26, 2008
hellos
today morning meet yanting at sch gate outside
and she's late so no choice waited for her
waited for her lik 15 mins?
so no choice waited lor
bt wen she cm e security guard says i cnt go in
cos i wearin sandals
hais,
so i ask yanting to help me refund & collect
still gt 1 bk hvn collect,then nid e bk list then cn refund
so yanting run inside e sch & collect again
bt 1 bk cnt refund =.=
was late for meeting siting at wm
sry i reached at 11, is suppose to meet at 10.30
lol saw zhiqing wif her pri sch fnds
i go wm library cnt find siting
so went out to call her
then she behind me
hahas she so funny
then went inside
nid to be a member
i very impatient lols xD
then nid cash card then can use?
30 mins nia?
so short,
so i secretly called yongjia
while siting secretly called hueyhuey
cos i say lazy go out ma
hahahas
then we sat down
gt 1 auntie wan siting to wait until e time then go lols
haha so funny
then we waited
then go buy siting's hair clip
cos she nid it for band
then we walked to my home!
hahas very funny lo
lucky go hm no pp xD
then slack watch tv
then we go walked to bukit gombak mrt
go lot1 to eat lunch
nvr go inside la
we only go mac to eat apple pie & ice cream
hahas we very thrifty xD
took lrt
go hh hse to do e el hw
e journey was fun
bt we took long route
so is lik very long
bt hvn finish lo
so next time goin her hse
ok bye~ hvn finish hw><
goin sch tnr for camp game's committee?
bye~
anw 14 dec to 19 dec i might nt be posting
14 t0 16 chalet
17 to 19 choir camp??
hais bye!`

> Monday, November 24, 2008


yo ;D
this is e photo we took during sat swiss open hse
still gt video ne!
today went to buy sch bks wif my dad
saw yt & zq
they came later than me :x
bt i waited very long too
e guy very blur le
actuali is express chinese rite
he go took na de
then ltr he took 4E de bk
i nt taking fnn then he gave me fnn
i tink he's fm swiss de
called wee leong? prefect?
so blur hahahas


Where are you going, where do you go
Are you looking for answers, to questions under the stars
If along the way you are growing weary
You can rest with me until a brighter day
You're okay

> Sunday, November 23, 2008


yo;D
ytd open hse was fun!
keep running up and down bt was also tiring
lucky ava 1 rm gt air con,if not i will kill myself ne
oh ya dunno why keep sawing ms lam when carrying things down to ava 1 rm lo
then i was lik ?!@$$ sian~
btw when we perform hueyhuey use a camra and video us which was damn stupid! zzz
hahas then saw siting
she damn cool!=]
love her qad!

oh ya today sheila and weiqi birthday!
happy birthday!
tmr goin buy sch bks lo!
& btw reali sry to rachel cos i broke the thing
nid you to take it up
and also nid ms lam to take it xD

> Saturday, November 22, 2008


hellos I'M BACK TO POST
sry didnt post ytd
didnt reali feel lyk posting
hahas too tired liao
lik go hm sleep
cos ytd de is fm 8.30 to 5.40
den go wait for co pp
mayb today wait for siting?
bt lik very late lo><
hais see first ba~
lalalas
heehees
OPEN HOUSE TODAY!
hurray~=]
jiayou swiss choir you can do it!

> Thursday, November 20, 2008
hellos (:
sry for not posting!
was very very busy!
everyday lik nid go sch? until i very scared of goin sch ne==
sian~
today go westmall wif sok hui,lingying,yongjia & rebekah
to buy polo tee at first?
bt too ex liao
so hv lunch at kfc wif sok hui & yongjia~
saw rebekah she wear until very nice~ hee
anw today morning i be e ice cream woman lo
KEEP SHOUTING FOR SALE!
hahas jk
e video advertisement rite?
we say sth abt choir lo(:
anw tmr nid bring polo tee,jeans & track shoes?
plus tmr gt cip?
tiring yea?==
& huey huey is back today!
gonna miss her!

> Tuesday, November 18, 2008

>
hello i juz woke up
& had a weird dream lo
dreamt tat i go out wif her?
omg long time nvr saw her liao le?
den suddenly appear in front of me?
i was lik?!@#$
omg~ hees
still gt sorethroat le
hope it wld recover ba?
if nt spread e disease to others,
feel so sad ==
anw today no cca!
hurray~!
btw, who gt choir concert de photo?
cn send me by hotmail? ty;D

> Monday, November 17, 2008


hi, today morning juz went to hospital
e doc say wat gt see doc at clinic ma?
i say gt, den he say why fever still hvn drop??
i say dunoe lols
den he giv me injection say it will be better i was lik?!@#
lol la him
anw thks to him,
i feel better liao although stil gt sorethroat xD
lucky tmr no cca if nt,
seniors & teachers will say why i nvr cm?
den nag at me agn![:
hope i will recover soon! =]
bye~

> Sunday, November 16, 2008
hi ;D
i was SICK!
arghh! hving high fever & running nose fm ytd
& e fever still cldnt drop,
see doc liao le
still no use=.=
hais gonna chiong hol hw
bt too tired to do ne T.T

pls go tis web to see you raise me up=]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkZ6SmvXOEY

> Saturday, November 15, 2008


Today huey huey go china liao wor,hahas shall miss her then. ok shall talk abt ytd combined concert. when go sch change the costume rite saw siting lo then i faster walk away hope she nvr saw me == cos i'm wearin e costume >< then we reached dere liao go make up & tie hair.

Hair:
hahas for this, i dun nid to tie my hair cos my hair is short. so look at them hw they tie, scorpion plate(ps dunoe hw to spell) den we nid to hair spray ma then go find mdm dawn choo for help. she told me to close my eyes i cnt lo, cos the th keep blinking then she closed my eyes! omg la?! everyby lookin at me?==

make up:
HEE Muz apply foundation at first then put blushed, MS WAN say nt enuf then help me put??so paiseh! then put maskara! hahas lucky mine wasnt obvious.

then i helped jeanette to take things cos she's busyin helpin pp to tie hair hahas her business so gd even vice chairman, xinzhi, wan her to tie^^ make up & tie hair very long ne,when we finished go stage practise,wah nt v gd lo! ms susan lim very strict to damai sec lo! so scary! e langdans was ok,mdm dawn choo & ms susan lim say quite nice.we also sung e combinec pieces,den we practised e movements.
we also chiong to eat our dinner? is abt 7 den we eat dinner le! so me,lingiyng & sokhui sat down to eat,while opp is those 3 teachers! so unlucky! bo bian cos we rushing to toilet aft tat, den we went toilet. wths while i'm queueing rites? mdm dawn choo cut my queue! she say wat i teacher so let me first! i say big bully small,she say hahaha too bad! i'm goin in, tat time seniors also lik "scold" her lo xD & one part very funny! octavilla cnt flush e toilet rite? mdm dawn choo nid to flush lo xD
den we go stand by area make up to apply lipstick, wah so ugly>< den waited to go in. to sing e combined piece cnt find my fnds le! only lik interval go accompany josephine yee to find her "renjie" xD den gang gang hao saw yanting den ask where others? den they come liao. lol i noe very ugly la me so dun look liddat xD
we ended by u raise me up, lik everybdy lik tis song wor. hees then took choir photo of our swiss choir! thanks to others school, principals, teachers & audiences for joining wif us!
sry ms lam, let u tink tat i dun wan u to cm & u didnt cm! >< psTT
i shall end my post here, it was a memorable day for us swiss choir! cheers for swiss choir!
& thks to xinzhi! i bought e fbt shorts today liao,i bought 2. 1 black 1 blue=]

> Friday, November 14, 2008
hellos;D
goin sch ltr at 1.45 lo
hees hope it wld be fun?
k post tmr=]

todayisthechoirconcert!

> Thursday, November 13, 2008



hellos ;D
hais goin sch ltr liao
so sian lo xD
anw nw only cn msning wif jnrs & fnds?
so bored lo
hol hw hvn even do yet ne!
hees ;D
lol slackin ma
WOW TMR IS THE COMBINED CHOIR CONCERT!
HEES SO HAPPY!

anw i'd told my 'spies' to help me see if ms lam gt cm?
cos she say wont tell me><
so sad larhs!=(
hahas bye=]
& reali hope mdm choo wont laugh at me liao le =(

真希望明天的表演能够顺利举行!:D

> Wednesday, November 12, 2008



hellos ;D
today wear e full dress costume wif shoes?
omg la only our sch wear e costume?
wow was so damn paiseh man!
imagine only u wearin e costume?
i was lik hmm dun dare look at them
then man man xi guan liao xD
hahahas
thick skinned hor?
wear until so pain
then my ulcer in my mouth still hvn recover
so bo bian
sung out lo
hees ;D
tmr go bk sch at 11.30!
bye=]

& 2 days to choir concert ;D

> Tuesday, November 11, 2008
hellos ;D
beaware,
those who going to my concert,
nid to tell teacher earlier,
so
tat they'll noe
& mdm choo will speak to ur teacher today?==
must rmb to tell!

hais,ltr practice?
will be tiring?><
cya~

& 3 days to choir concert ;D

> Monday, November 10, 2008


yoyo ;D
next year some of us are not in the same class
so i hope ur wld jy for next year!
cnt slack liao le
cos next year got through train thingy
muz add oil in order to get through train!
jiayou ;D
memories no matter gd or bad, i'll cherish it.
hais, tmr gonna go bk to sch for cca? 0.o
today is only e day tat i stay at hm? >_<
just now trying to do dnt,
very diff lo.
only draw 40 nia ><
80 mre to go!

& 4 days to choir concert ;D

> Sunday, November 9, 2008



yoyo ;D
hais nex wk hor, nid go bk sch on tue, wed, thu & fri lo
tue ( 8-1)
wed(7.45-5)
thu(1.30-5)
fri(morning-9.30pm)
wow will be so tiring lehs! wths xD
hais anw my handphone bill is comin up tmr?
oh shit die liao, sure being scolded by daddy? >_<
hais...
hehes goin to orchard ltr~
hees ;D

& 5 days to choir concert ;D

> Saturday, November 8, 2008
yo ;D
hees ltr report sch at 8 am
den go damai sec?
for combined rehearsal
wah lucky is e last 1 ne!
if nt so tiring!
nid practise e songs & movements lo
smtime quite messy!(:
bt is fun!


& 6 days to choir concert ;D

> Friday, November 7, 2008


hello ;D
hais, gonna go cca ltr on.__.
stay at hm do hol hw is quite boring smtimes
so mayb go sch will be better?
anw tmr go damai sec
yong jia gt go,yea
cn acccompany me liao
lid las tim panseh me><
hees,gonna find na aft choir
to exchange ticket
cos my mum goin T.T
hees;D
today 2 pm den released leh! wths late 1 hr?==
hees den go bpp wif yong jia they ur..
to eat lunch==
den go her hse use com..
bla bla bla
chat with juniors
den tmr goin damai sec?
nex wk tue,wed,thu,fri goin sch?==


& 7 days to choir concert ;D

> Thursday, November 6, 2008



yoyo;D
ytd meet siu hui & krystal at clementi mrt
ps i was late 2.10 den reached there,
cos i took wrong mrt den wasted alot of time
b4 tat i even called zhiqing and yanting for help,
for hw to go clementi mrt??
hahas ty;D
lols so we reached e mrt liao
bt we dunno hw to go e kbox
i called sylvia and yanting
sylvia didnt listen to my call,yanting also dunno==
so at last krystal found it by calling hua shan.
we go there by walkin abit of distance
was damn ex man! ):
near 20!
and siu hui owe me money ;D
sm songs we sung 2gthr was damn fast!
cnt catch up><
hees sung until 5.30
den took 106 with siu hui,krystal took opposite side of bus
nvm la siu hui,947 very fast come one! xD
hees kbox is fun! ;D
wana go there again! [:

hees baking commiitee members nid go bk sch
to bake cookies at 1, i no nid^^ lols

happy birthday to hui qi,shu jing 15th birthday!

yes finally finish eng part one and part two liao ( hvn do speech ==)
math left a few qns
only left dnt?

jiayou le=]
ltr gonna draw it man!
wow today chiong hw lik siao?
so cnt chat with yong jia much in msn T.T
sry~


& 8 days to choir concert ;D

> Wednesday, November 5, 2008



yoyo;D
hahas goin out ltr
to kbox
hehes hope it wld be fun=]
sat goin damai sec??
might be v late go hm?==
hees nw msn-ing
and friendster-ing
nth to do lo><
only me at hm
wths la? xD

& 9 days to choir concert ;D

> Tuesday, November 4, 2008



hellos (:
hees today try e costume lo
very weird leh
i wear ;D
anw den mdm dawn choo keep lookin at me ><
wths so paiseh la
den she say ok?
i den nod my head ><
hees practise
xiao he tang shui long time nvr sing liao
den sops sing lik?!@# hees
go eat lunch wif yong jia,jiamin,josephine and asyiqin
den saw ms lam?
so called her
she say byebye ==
bought french fries xD
den waited very long
saw jielin,fiona,jeanette
go bk on e way
saw ms lam agn!
hees nvr saw me
anw break time wen we go canteen i saw her
she talking on e phone to pp?
lol..
everyone was late .__.
my mum goin to e concert! ><

& 10 days to choir concert ;D

> Monday, November 3, 2008


hais,if turn to e left, right will be angry. if i turn to e right, left will also be angry too. wat shld i do? smtimes life is full of choices, u didn't wan to choose either one of them,under some circumstances will force u to make a decision. it was only that e person didn't wan to hurt any one of them.

hellos(: humph tis is a afternoon
does pp still sleeping?
hees i nt v sure lo
today woke up at 6 plus
cos sis nid go sch lols
go woke me up for wat?== zzz
hahas
anw e dnt i only drew 9 nia..
u may tink tat i'm lazy
bt it is nt easy to draw man!
if i completed 12 by today,
and in 12 days time, i finished xD
hahas
hais...
tmr cca day!
gonna find mdm dawn choo liao ><


& 11 days to choir concert ;D

> Sunday, November 2, 2008




hiie ;D
is a sunday afternoon worh
hais busy doin wrk lo!
e dnt and math
eng hvn even touch yet lo
wths T.T
cnt finish liao
den concert is coming up
sian~
dunoe if i cn manage my time well??
nex wk goin out le
and tue tryin costume xD
hope it wld be fun ba?
gonna tell mdm dawn choo to tell miss lim co in charge teacher
to release them earlier liao
cos they no time to had lunch T.T
might be rushing?
they also nid to change clothes ==
hais...

& 12 days to choir concert ;D

> Saturday, November 1, 2008


yo! hais,ltr go kent ridge sec.
i'm alone liao sit in e bus
cos yong jia panseh me
go her neighbour' wedding,
anw ytd go bpp with her and sec 1 jia min
den go eat lunch
shopping
den go her's hse
wah so messy xD
lol
hais,dunoe wat to say!
hvn finish my wrk!T.T
muz add oil liao

hahas juz finish 5 dnt drawings nia, huey huey drawn 10 liao.
oh ya saw ms lam in e morning wearing sports de?
oh no wonder huey huey they ur running today X;
sm of them gt scolded by ms lam
they ran 14 rounds?

hees lucky i nvr join cd
no gt offended ah ms lam =x
hees


today went to kent ridge,very tired le
keep walking to practise e movements,
hahas
sung e song of the love of a song
and you raised me up=]

trying costume on tue?
hees dunoe cn wear ma?
also dunoe nice ma?==

siting waited for me!
hee paiseh 3 or more buses went liao=x

& 13 days to choir concert ;D




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