In a room full of people, i still feel alone
Each night, I put my head to my pillow. I try to tell myself that I’m strong, because I’ve gone one more day without you.
> Saturday, July 25, 2009
Yesterday cca was fun because instructor never come. So we sung a new malay song. We were elated because we got to sing finish in less than one hour time.

Oh ya before that, me,zq,na,st went out to eat. Bought waffle and iced milo. Went back school but i cannot finish the food so sat down at canteen there talk. They say i eat very slow lor.

Went to cca after that, heard them talking about the identity card. So i went to take need queue up some more. so waited and cannot find my name?? -.- is mixed up for classes lo! after singing, we played games.

intially, is say one thing u like and loathe about choir. actually wanted to say i loathe one junior keep bullying me lor. but i didn't say. then played true or dare, picked someone then the person must choose true or dare.

Oh yes, krishan gave each of us a keychain toy-bear! damn cute! went to access the e learning but i cannot open the stuff!

nasheerah is sick and get 2 weeks mc. gonna miss her when she's not around to joke with me >=( hope she recover soon!

gotta sleep now, tmr login again! and going out with huey huey tomorrow!

> Thursday, July 23, 2009
school today. we had the swiss project work today. Oh yes before that we had our chem test, it was so difficult. After that we went to lunch, was talking about a girl called tuna! -.- Then went to one classroom and discuss about the steps. It was so confusing though.

The swiss project work was boring. we waited very long. gonna get into groups of 5. me,na,st,katty n yehua in a group. actually want huey huey de but bcos of some reasons, she had to join another group. sighs. need do the task too. was chatting happily with them. but i don't wish to do this project work because is kinda boring.

going home saw zhiqing.

tomorrow got cca. and gotta do e learning at tomorrow midnight.

i have a new nephew girl that borne yesterday! (:

> Tuesday, July 21, 2009
cca resumed today as usual. Our instructor, mr wilson will be away for 2 or 4 sessions? today is a relief teacher, mr ong. he teached us sight seeing, and a new song. Christmas...in 3 minutes time.

I felt so weird to sing the song because i think that christmas is on december, still very far! The song was not bad. Mdm choo and ms lim come in at different timing. Mdm choo says for months didnt see us. It's true, she and her husband went australia for very long? Ms lim says we were like sleeping. very tired. she asked who slept only 2 hours? nobody raised hand. who slept only 6 hours? me and fiona raised our hand? she replied no wonder by looking at our facial expression and the tone that we sung.

we were indeed tired by standing for 1 hour plus? i guessed we are not used to it. sighs. Thursday got project work. then Friday got cca again. aces day steps we haven't really plan well, haiz things don't go smoothly according to our way. anyway, there's quite a number of tests this week and next week. I'm glad that tomorrow we get to release early because sec 4 and 5 got o level listening comprehension. good luck to them!

> Sunday, July 19, 2009

This show is nice. When we were queueing up, i saw alot of people. oh my god. gotta wait so long. too bad anyway my brother treat me, so can wait. bought nachos and coke. was late for the movie when the person who tore my tickets say movie started already. then i walk faster sat at in front 3rd row. at first i don't really understand what is talking about because i never watch the show. it was not too bad i guess. sighs school tomorrow.

> Saturday, July 18, 2009

Gonna watch Harry Potter and the half blood prince tomorrow with brother and sister,hope is nice. And finally cca resumes on next tueday, feels bored everyday went home do homework,playing computer. There is alot of tests and homework, if i'm not wrong there is 3 tests next week. wth, i have no mood to prepare! I don't understand some of the topics. God bless me next week. -.-

Finished english and math homework currently, still got geography, design and technology homework. It took me such a long time to complete! Feel so restless and stressful right now. A mountain of homework is waiting for me to complete. Sports day is cancelled!

Moody for few days, i don't know why. Suddenly, i felt that i had lost something important. But i have no idea what is it. I'm sick of having this feeling. waiting for a true friend to come.

oh yes, huey huey changed seating place with jie qi. So now only mother tongue lesson i sit with huey huey. Mdm sathiya asked them to change de. Was not used to it yet because i don't know what to talk to her. Joined twitter not long ago. Actually plurk and twitter is the same! But i like plurk more! Because got karma! Is quite fun because got emotions for you to press on it.

> Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Happy 21st birthday to my first brother! ;D
today school normally.
we didn't go for dnt remedial because we don't want to.
instead we went to one classroom sat down and think about the pe steps.
unexpectedly, with 3 of our ideas we managed to link our ideas together.
we were over the moon.
after that, we went to bubbletea shop and bought a drink to quench our thirst.

with hours of thinkings, i'm feeling restless.why can't we have the same mind?

> Tuesday, July 14, 2009

This is the photo we took at the bridge, outside the imm few weeks ago.
we went there to walk around.
school had reopened for weeks.
there isn't any ccas past few weeks.
i felt that boring at home.
i desires for cca so that there's air con! (:
things is not going good.i feel so restless nowadays.
the something in my heart had just disappeared.
the waves can wash it away; but the memories never fades away.
i'll never forget what you'd done to me.
oh clap, my bro is going to treat me movie harry potter on sunday!


The waves can wash it away;but the memories never fade away. For those few years, i had been living in lies.




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me Chua Xin Ying
5th August 1994
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