In a room full of people, i still feel alone
Each night, I put my head to my pillow. I try to tell myself that I’m strong, because I’ve gone one more day without you.
> Saturday, May 30, 2009

Today went badminton with huey.
hahas it was fun at first we go cdans muz e person say nid member
then we go gombak one but the person say FULL LIAO
so we went to near dazhong pri sch played
then she was so depressed carrying a present that is BIGGER than her? (:
i was like pitying her lo, so help her carry but she dun wan :X
initially, e weather was hot then got wind.
so i dun lyk bt wait until 3plus lyk dat, it was fun lo
talking while playing is fun.
but i hurt my hands now typing oso very pain T.T
when we go home took 187,
haha i saw my mum then saw my sis
so funny!
today was a good day!
i dun tink gt tym 2 go out wif huey liao
since she's so busy, ppl gt hol her hol is pack fully.
so cn 4gt abt gg out wif her. xD
today see her expression of e face damn funny!
she carry e present sit down in bus lo =D
when i going to alight, i say"ZHI JI BAO ZHONG"
which means take care of yourself? xD
tmr going hometeam ns for buffet=D
cos is ben's birthday!
wo de tian, cnt go pri sch gathering on 5jun!
cos gt arts night! T.T
sorry everyone, i didn't mean it not to go.

hope you like the present, once again happy birthday!=)

> Friday, May 29, 2009

Oh yes today went for parent teacher meeting
ok la as usual lo, i sat wrong place then mdm nuraida wan me to sit at another place.
she speak chinese a little bit very funny, i control my laughter lo cos i dun wan to show my expression. generally it was ok except combined humantites! i failed T.T what a failure! anyway, she asked me to work hard. GOD? i can meh? not sure haha. My mum didn't ask alot of questions, mdm nuraida say only 12 students passed combined humantites? but that's alot of number to me liao, so i gotta work hard. i dun wan to see any fail subject in sa2! tml go badminton wif hueyhuey, hahas hope is fun! her birthday!♥♥ a joke is mdm nuraida say my mum is pretty? seriously, i tink tat my results sucks. is it bcos i didnt do well? LOL sec 3 why so stress de? alot of hol hw & cca? when i get to have a restful break? although parents didnt giv me stress, bt ...



if i could escape & recreate a place that's my own world.


The best remedy for
those who are afraid,
lonely or unhappy
is to go outside,
somewhere where
they can be quiet,
alone with the heavens,
nature and God.
Because only then does one feel
that all is as it should be.

> Wednesday, May 27, 2009

hello :)
changed bs agn cos gt 2 person say cnt c e fonts?
nw ok le ma? reply in my cbox hor=]
tml's e last day of sch, bt gt alot of hol hw.
& nid go bk in sch hol, busy wif cca T.T
next week will be very busy ><
ytd cca was quite ok la except dat everyone was nt used to it.
then spent like 1hr plus to maintain the standard! =)
was quite elated abt e ARTS NIGHT xD
it will be a fun day ba?
2day lesson quite bored, lessons.
after sch we go haniyati's hse, her mum very friendly <3
they say i'm childish sia!
wth?! >=(
btw saw kimberly 2day^^
I'M NOT, OKAY?
31may:birthday party at hometeam ns chalet
1june:concert
2june:combined cca
4june:cca + pri sch gathering
5june:cca + ARTS NIGHT CONCERT

> Saturday, May 23, 2009

I must be mad!
having 3 posts in 1 day :)
anw i ♥ kim hyun joong more than lee min ho ^^
i nt watchin bof nw BCOS i watched finished in starhub
i prefer korean better than the translation
and great news i going to tawian end of year? *clapsclaps* :D
next week, there will still be school.
holiday is coming, freedom awaits me.
i had craves for it long ago T.T
I ♥ 꽃보다 남자! :D

>
1.First of all,pick the number of times you would like to have chocolate per week. (more than once but fewer than 10)
2.Multiply by 2
3.Add 5
4.Multiply by 50
5.If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759 ... If you haven't, add 1758.
6.Subtract from the total year you were born in.

You should have a three-digit number. The first one is the number of times you would like to have chocolates. The last two is your age!(This only works in 2009)

1.I want 6 chocolates
2.6x2=12
3.12+5=17
4.17x50=850
5.850+1758=2608
6.2608-1994=614

This really worked out for me, so you guys must try this yeah? :D

>

Changed bs and taqboard,
dun noe if is nice? :(
anyw i gt 6.1'06 outing on jun 4
i noe tis info fm sheila, cos juz nw i facebook-ing,
she told me. but then suddenly she offline liao,
so i still nt sure abt e details.
time really flies, it had been 3 years since we last met.
and of course, the feeling will not be the same as 3 years ago.


i missed them to the core.

> Friday, May 22, 2009

After getting some subject of the results back,
honestly i didn't put in enough of effort yeah?
i admit i'm too slack this year, so the outcome turn out is sour.
i failed combined humantities, which is social studies and geography.
it is too difficult lo!:( needless to say, our class everybody failed.
even math i onli gt B3, that's very sad. eng nt bad i cn say, sci i didnt fail bt ok onli, mt manage to get A1 but not 1st in class onli 2nd.
Today lesson per normal, chem period stay in class see other ppl do presentation.
omg she still remember la! i dun wan do de lor!
geo period do corrections, miss hafiza say i need work harder when she see i still gt 2 marks to pass. recess, went to eat. didnt have mother tongue cos sec 4s have mt intensive training, so changed to physics mr lim taught us pressure. social studies went to com lab 1, use com:) math went to ITR2 watched horror movie, me & katty damn scared even shouted:( everyone looked at us, damn ps!><
CHOIR CIP 2DAY!
quite fun & enriching.
going to concert in esplanade at jun1.
then jun5 gt combined concert with other's cca?
hope it wld be fun!:]


i <3 kim hyun joong's charismatic smile:)

> Monday, May 18, 2009

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there, on a balcony of summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes...escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Ohhh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"
but you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Ohhh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad-you'll pick the white dress
It's a love story, baby just say...yes.
Oh, Ohhh, Oh, Oh, Ohhh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

> Saturday, May 16, 2009

EXAMS OVER!!!
oh yes, exams is finally over after 2 weeks of struggle.
but i've got to say it's very hard leh all the paper

LANGUAGE PAPER 1: el i wrote out of point, mt was ok.
SOCIAL STUDIES: very difficult too, mdm nuraida say we done badly!
LANGUAGE PAPER 2: el & mt was ok
CHEM & GEO: chem was easy, geo was hard so abt 12 marks gone~
PHYSICS & MATH P1: physics was easy, math was hard!
MATH P2: lent calculator from mr teng, in the end i dun noe hw 2 use then my answer all wrong!
D&T: DIFFICULT! another 6marks &above gone~

mon & tue there's no sch, tues going out with siting & zhiqing
wed & thu got the sport spectra?(dun noe hw 2 spell)
so maybe fri taking back paper?
omg prepared to cry after seeing those results!

anyway, today got boys over flowers!
haha but i won't be watching cos watched b4 liao
it's on today onwards every sat 9.30pm, but today is show earlier 9.15pm!
remember to watch!:D
GU JUN PYO: LEE MIN HO
JIHU: KIM HYUN JOONG
JANDI: GOO HYE SUN
YIJEONG: KIM BUM

> Friday, May 1, 2009

hais hais hais
EXAMS IS ON MONDAY
and i'm using com right nw!
i'm going to fail social stuides la
although onli 3 chpt i tink i going to fail lo
cnt rmb
so fast exams de na!
i dun like it
time really flies

i dont noe wat to do nw,
u'd changed so much




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